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“All Should be Encouraged, to Reveal Themselves, their Perceptions and Emotions and … Creative Spirits” – Step 4

“I said that I was strong,
but that was just a lie.
Outside I may seem calm,
But inside I do cry.” – excerpt from Perceptions, by Mandy Lee

Today’s SFZ

How have perceptions that you once held about your own spiritual journey changed, lately?

Victims – Boy George (4:52)

The Magic of Ansel Adams (2:12)

Nature’s Niagra Falls Piano Mediation (6:33) – dedicated to the memory of First Lady, Betty Ford, founder of the Betty Ford Center for Alcohol and Drug abuse,  who died today, 7/8/2011 at the age of 93.

Perception

– by Mandy Lee

I said that I was strong,
but that was just a lie.
Outside I may seem calm,
But inside I do cry.

You just never noticed it,
none of you really did.
This internal conflict
of myself, I could not rid.

You think I’m untouchable,
but is that really so?
In fact, I’m lower than you think,
it’s a yes but you’d say no.

You never got to know me,
for I was too afraid.
Of being so-called happy,
and then broken and unmade.

I’m sorry I have to do this,
but old habits are hard to change.
To be hurt and have to cry,
to me, they aren’t that strange.

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This Post Has 3 Comments

  1. Adam

    Recognizing that feelings aren’t facts has helped me more quickly recognize my faulty thinking. The last couple days I was in a pissy mood. I was choosing to be in a pissy mood as a result of me not getting something I wanted. The fact I didn’t get what I wanted is a fact, but that negative feeling is not a fact and I don’t have to hold on to it.

  2. brita

    Thank you Betty Ford for having courage and being a trail blazer. The video made me cry and cry – the force of nature and waterfall like did some inner purging; and the clear blue sky to show everything will be okay. Great to know I am not responsible for making sure the world spins around – this video really put my HP back in charge. Thank you SFZ.

    1. Slim Jim

      I’m somewhat partial to the Boy George video. He’s his own creation and a trailblazer in his own rite. I have to think that Boy and Betty would have been fast friends if they met.

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